All I've ever wanted:

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Era ser especial, única, importante, exitosa, genial, imprescindible, admirada, amada, excelente brillante, popular... These are the things I've always wanted to be.

Pensé que tenía oportunidad de lograrlo, al menos una de tantas, y luego me di cuenta que todos queremos lo mismo.

Allá va mi propósito de año nuevo. ¬¬


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Viento Solar said…
You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth - everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you.

This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.

Osho

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You ARE special, and unique, and successful, and genial, and admired, and excellent, and brilliant, and... all of that... and much, much more.
10:19 AM
Viento Solar said…
Don't be bothered too much about utilitarian ends. Rather, constantly remember that you are not here in life to become a commodity. You are not here to become a utility--that is below dignity. You are not here just to become more and more efficient--you are here to become more and more alive; you are here to become more and more intelligent; you are here to become more and more happy, ecstatically happy.

Osho
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Don't throw away your time and energy feeding your ego, you're too precious to do that. Enjoy everyminute as it comes. Concentrate in becoming more alive everyday... do things you'd never do, scream, sing (go to a karaoke if you dare), jump, draw with crayons, cut some flowers, ...go to the beach with your friends... you'll be surprised how woderful life can become when you are open to simple things.
10:35 AM
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